will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay?

"i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor,
where i laid and told you but you swore you loved me more."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fL5ckQ_A5U

one of the many reasons why tom delonge is one of my heroes. even when he 'grew up' and shook off his immaturity when he formed angels and airwaves, i've always admired him for the things he says and the music he makes, though i think i'm probably more of a hoppus fan when it comes to lyrics. the speech he makes in the beginning of the video is incredible, and though i can't relate to it because i've never really been in love before, it still moves me in some way because there's an emotion to his words, an experience.
sometimes i wish i spoke like that, but i don't have anything to draw knowledge from. my life needs to be more eventful.