do you wish to feel complete?

children roam these empty streets
with lust-filled eyes and jagged hearts.

have you ever had that friend you really did not like, but you hung out with them anyway for reasons you can't think of, even 'till this very moment? sometimes they seemed okay to you, but most of the time it's so easy to pinpoint the hundreds, maybe even millions of teeny tiny faults they have in them it's enough to drive you crazy. why are you still spending time with them? is it because you're too nice to say no?
there's always that one person in your life you wish you never met, yet at the same time you're still keeping touch with them. very, very frustrating.

random thought of the day:
so my dad brings these bamboo wind chimes home from hawaii and decides to put them in the backyard. it's been nearly three weeks since we came home and all i've been hearing at night are those blasted wind chimes. when i close my eyes i can still hear them.
i think the sound will haunt me for the rest of my life.