you're a beautiful girl in this horrible world

look at their eyes,
they always seem to follow me.

so it's ten to six in the morning, and my friend and i were up all night talking about things that scared us. we just came back from one of the best concerts i've ever been to - bedouin soundclash/paramore/no doubt - and we were still wide awake when we got home, so we decided to just chill and chat. we ended up talking about scary things, and it got so intense up to the point where we were too scared to leave my kitchen because we were afraid that something was going to, like, attack us or something. haha.
we talked about how that certain face people make when they're screaming is really frightening, and the sound of an actual blood-curdling scream is scary. maniacal laughter is another bother too, along with the sounds of someone rocking back and forth. you don't even have to see it; just hearing it is scary enough. with that being said i guess the human mind is probably the scariest thing in existence, 'cause it's where all the scary things originate from: the imagination. we think up these things and we get creeped out by it.
another thing that creeps me out is small spaces with no windows. elevators scare the shit out of me; my palms get sweaty and my heartbeat quickens whenever i have to go in one. songs being played backwards are scary to me, like that beatles song. ughhh. just typing all of this out gives me the creeps.